Writing or Talking about a problem may not solve it or change it. Neither I am writing to change or solve anything. Just expressing my thoughts in writing so that thoughts do not go unrecorded. Now question is, who the hell am I and how much loss it is going to cause to this civilization if this person’s thoughts go unrecorded.
I always wanted to be Doctor till the time came to appear for ‘Medical Entrance Examination’. Then I wanted to become a ‘Mechanical Engineer‘. I did Mechanical Engineering, completed 4 years course at Indira Gandhi Institute Of Technology. Did not have courage to appear for GATE or CAT. Nobody gave job to a ‘Just’ mechanical engineer. Joined software course, after around 47 interviews and 36 months a software company considered me for job. So I could not become ‘Mechanical Engineer’ either. All 36 months learnt software languages like ‘Jave’ and ‘C++’ but the software company I joined gave me opportunity to work on never heard before language called ‘MUMPS‘. And the same type of work is continuing since last 10+ years.
So from above you can understand that I am a directionless human being. I do not have any aspirations and I live life as life wants me to live. One person becomes directionless when his/her thoughts are not ‘given a thought’ by the same person. So this is an attempt to give a thought to my thought.